Frustrations and Clinical Depression :(

Last saturday, I went to the hospital with my baby to have my thyroid and abdomen checked via ultrasound. I am suspecting I have hypothyroidism as I am not slimming down despite my efforts :( Instead, I have been weighing up. :(

This was how I looked about 3 years ago.

Now, I weigh 204 lbs, with only a few clothes left that fit in. I find it hard to style myself because of my now-very-large frame.

I can't anymore stress how depressed I am about this. :(